You always'll be in my ♥

An adorable cum motherly one

Eversince my first breathing, you are my lovely ♛

Guiding and taking care of me when I was a baby and then a toodler

It was so amazing to have a mum like you

It is fun to chat, joke and gossip when you around

I know you didnt realize that, It is not obviously thought

And the reason you didnt really realize

It's because I hurt you so darn much

I know I did not be a good child to you, a disobedient daughter at least

I often scold you harsh word and lose my temper towards you

Sometimes it is just a misunderstanding or I think too much

It ain't right really

It is a sin, oh god countless sin I have done

Just imagine and count on the sin I did only towards you

One word to describe, bizzare!

What would my end-life be?

I feel terrified to think it from now on

Queen, how much I hope that you can read my mind and heart

That I never ever want to hurt your feelings, a pure one

And I realize something, each time I will feel regreted for my previous action

Tears and regret feeling will not be reverse back the scene isn't it?

I always pray for not being so quick to get mad, but I failed each and everytime

What should I do?

I'm an idiot who do not know how to love and appreciate you when you're still beside me

Oh, I seriously hate this feeling

We won't be talking to each other from now on

How can I live especially not talking to you?

My talking partner

Im truly sorry mum for my unacceptable behavior

As you said, you don't even know when is my mood good and when is my mood bad

Please give me time to change, I am changing

As fols said, people do change

I will someday

Like ususal, I always love you from bottom of my heart! ♥you my ♛

Ps: This is my random post, I mean I just type it here and publish this post right after we have a misunderstanding conflict. I did not think too much before typing. So if there is any error occured, forgive me peeps. I am totally out of my mind now.  I think too much everytime I am in this situation. Before I end, goodnight everyone. Have a nice sleep! Whereas I need to continue my halfway assignment! Anyoung!